| Photograph -Nickelback |
[Oct. 27th, 2005|06:41 pm] |
Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red?
And what the hell is on Joey’s head?
This is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneakin’ out
This is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must’ve done it half a dozen times
I wonder if it’s too late
Should I go back and try to graduate
Life’s better now than it was back then
If I was them, I wouldn’t let me in
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It’s hard to say
It’s time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say
It’s time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin’ out
They say somebody went and burned it down
We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we’d know
We said someday we’d find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel
Kim’s the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She’s had a couple of kids since then
I haven’t seen her since God knows when
I miss that town
I miss their faces
You can’t erase
You can’t replace it
I miss it now
I can’t believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it
If I could relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change
Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
Every time I do it makes me |
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[Oct. 26th, 2005|11:31 pm] |
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comment with a word or a person or a special character or an animal anything i will try and write a story about it and see if i still have the ol' author in me please! |
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| quotes! |
[Oct. 19th, 2005|01:03 am] |
things will go back, i promise just give me some time
cuz we all know i aint perfect so listen to this rhyme
ive made a bunch of mistakes but its necessary in life
because if you dont learn it will hurt like a knife
boom shaka laka boom shaka
u ever wonder where that started? |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 15th, 2005|07:55 pm] |
The wait had seemed like hours, the tension could be cut with a plastic knife. They had just performed the performance of a lifetime, the best they had possibly done. Five years of disappointment, years and years of high hopes and dream smashers. Then the announcers voice rang through the stadium. Reading off the other school's names and listing their scores one by one. The announcer had reached their name. "Stephen F. Austin". The group went silent. Then the entire crowd went silent. A feather dropping could be heard throughout the stadium. His silence seemed to have lasted forever. A few of the kids lost hope, but as they dropped their heads the announcer read aloud, "First division". And before the announcer could finish, cheers filled the air, nothing else besides the happy chants could be heard. Five years of bad luck seemed to disappear as if they never existed.
True story baby. A first division we can only get better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| more bitchin |
[Oct. 2nd, 2005|10:53 pm] |
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yes if you are annoyed easily by bitching and complainin then i would recommend closing this window right now cuz thats all this is gonna be. im tired of school. everyones tired of school. i dont understand how things work anymore. i dont know wut i want in life anymore. im scared of the future day after day after day. im scared of my actions towards other people because i have no idea wut they think of it or anything. things will get better. things will change. if u make them change things will change. i cant get in better shape. yes i can i just have to keep excercising it wont come on its own.i cant get people to like me. yes i can i just have to be myself. and one day the right person will come. its better to wait. so everyone that does have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now made the wrong choice by not waiting? i dont understand. im not up to everyone else intelligence level anymore. im on the verge of breaking down. im being overdramatic. im making a big deal out of nothing. i dont know what to do anymore. help. |
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[Sep. 21st, 2005|10:14 pm] |
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i want to update. updated bitch. done. enjoy. stop reading. why? why are you still reading? stop. stop! seriously. STOP! fine. keep reading. i dont care. its ur choice. ............seriously. stop. STOP. done. ur done. ur outta here. go away. stop reading!!! why do u continue. ok we are done. seriously. |
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| accept |
[Sep. 11th, 2005|02:02 am] |
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read down three entries. im trying my ass off. im sorry if its not enough. a little guidance doesnt hurt. and im sorry if i hurt u. u know my intentions. and i will always be there for u when u need me. if u choose to lose faith in me then im sorry but i will always believe in u. |
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| my name is no longer Isaac |
[Sep. 3rd, 2005|11:29 pm] |
Everyone must know!! My name is not isaac! My name is now moose. Call me moose! I will not answer to isaac. Only to moose. THank u very much.
talk to yas later.
Sincerly,
Moose |
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| The Story of Elijah Monkey |
[Aug. 31st, 2005|10:32 pm] |
Now gather round ladies, gentlemen, kids, and anyone else that wants to hear about one of the greatest gunslingers of the wild west. This ain't no Billy the Kid or Wyatt Errp, Ohhh no. This is about Elijah Monkey. And yes it is like it sounds, he was a monkey, not just a normal monkey, a chimpanzee. Now I know what you are asking how can a chimpanzee become a gunslinger? I'm gonna tell yall a little secret. He aint really from the wild west. OOHHH no Elijah was from the future. During the time they started to wonder exactly how evolution worked and wanted to see it for themselves. Elijah's real name was Monkey 5422332334433321460993432-2 but no cowboy could go by that at all. Now those crazy scientists adjusted his DNA and gave him all kinds of human traits but they couldn't change his appearance at all. He could talk walk and learn just like a human. It wasnt till a couple days after he recieved his traits that he learned how to break out of his cage but still did not know everything about his surroundings. He stumbled across a watch that read Time Adjuster. Sounds like a weird name for a watch but believe me this wasnt no regular watch at all. Monkey 5422332334433321260993432-2 started to mess with the watch and put it on his wrist. Then he started to twist the knobs on the side back and forth. He turned them all the way back until the year on the watch said 1885. He then pushed the knobs down and the watches hands started spinning faster and faster. Then a bright light had emmitted from the watch and got brighter and brighter and a white orb surrounded the naive primate. In a matter of seconds it disappeared leaving nothing but an id tag that read Monkey 5422332334433321460993432-2.
To be continued...............
If you want to know who Elijah Monkey is either wait or ask me at school and ill help ya out haha. |
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| im never gonna stop trying |
[Aug. 29th, 2005|08:58 pm] |
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Im starting to feel alot better. things dont bother me as much. things wont bother me as much. ive made alot of mistakes, who hasnt. Just have to get up and keep going. Im not gonna rush anything anymore im gonna wait and see if it comes to me if it doesnt then there was nothing i could do i tried. noone likes me right now and i can accept that. Im just gonna let the good times roll. |
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| maybe in time youll want to be mine |
[Aug. 23rd, 2005|12:34 am] |
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i want to start a dj business haha wouldnt that be great. i think i might be serious bout it but who knows. schools going ok im sure it will get more challenging. im trying to stay cool with everyone and i think i can do it. im gonna do it. only one problem but shes leaving my thoughts pretty soon. you can tell me all you want but i know you really wont. im really tired and so im saying random things so i dunno dont read if this bores you. going off campus tomorrow whoo!. you will never know. |
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| ohh back to school back to school hope i dont look like a fool |
[Aug. 16th, 2005|08:33 pm] |
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| | Kids with Guns - The Gorillaz | ] |
Alrighty lets start from the top of this whacky cool day. so yea i wake up at like 6 45 and get ready and everything then i go pick up josie, she asks to go to the store and so yea we do and she gets a camera and i get a drink and some gum. Then i get to the school and luckily find a spot and get to see everyone again. THen we go to advisory and hang with a few people then get my schedule. everything looks cool so i go to ap english and who do i happen to see well wouldnt you know it Ms. Priscilla was there so i sit behind her and joke around and then get homework!!! dont let me forget to do that. so then i go to second period which is chemistry i dont know anyone and no offense everyone looked drugged out big difference between regulars and honors. then 3rd is ap U.S. History and i get paula, Jackie P. Delfino and many more Mr nichols is kind of creepy but funny so that was cool then i didnt know if i had a lunch or b lunch so i show it to people and they say u got b lunch and everyone else has like a lunch then someone points out that the band i had isnt in the right place! so it turns out they messed up my schedule like many others and put me in the COLORGUARD CLASS! if u dont know wut colorguard is its the people that wave the flags durin the marchin show and is mostly well mainly girls. so yea. but as im goin to fourth period band which is speech theres a sign on the door that says if u have this class go to A lunch so im like awesome and i hang with everyone then i hang with adam during b lunch and we go to taco bell. fun stuff. sorry walker. come back sit through the colorguard class get kicked out of the band hall by the janitor for no reason then i go to health with Ben Ana and Jimmy which is pretty cool but im gonna switch out of it to be in wind ensamble so who knows who will be in the next one. then i go to seventh which is pre ap algebra 2 and there are so many people i know in my class its freakin sweet. so yea good day till marchin in the hot damn sun and rain (aint that crazy sun and rain at the same time) then im so tired i get out of my car when im at home and lock my damn keys in my damn car!!!!! so yea my dad being the super tight pimp he is does a trick and unlocks my car oh yea and now im here tellin u my day and bout to start homework and eat pizza. boo yah. sharpton for president yall, im outie. |
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| freakin' sweet |
[Aug. 1st, 2005|09:06 pm] |
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| | FeEl gOOd InC. - Gorillaz | ] |
man i was really excited about today. it was really fun. and yes i admit even marchin outside was fun. its cool havin adam and grahm as leaders. so yea last night my dad was trying to scare me out of driving sayin like if u get ONE ticket then thats the end of ur driving life or if u get in a wreck no matter how serious thats it. so yea i took the risk and drove on my own today and i did good....i hope. so yea i got to the school at 8 and i saw everyone i had missed for soooooooooo long. it was really awesome hanging out and joking with people just like the old days. we are juniors!!!!! can u believe that??? i plan to make these last 2 years the best i can. no more drama no more messin with peoples heads. just pure fun and happiness. so yea the new freshman class seems pretty cool so thats a big plus. haha and seeing david, our lessons teacher was funny, but of course i cant go a year without him makin fun of me. ooh well. then after band was over i got to drive to oak hill to take adam home and his room is like crazy cool. hes got a sweet speaker system and his xbox is like pimped out its crazy. then we took his car to the tigermart and got some munchies. then i drove back and realized im almost out of gas. ALREADY!!!! what is that hoiwejroajfladjflaj0934023804830*)(*)*))*)#(*&$*@&$(*#^@*&^. so yea hopefully my dad will give me some cash in the mornin. man i hope this show will be great. who cares as long as we have fun. oh yea!! well my legs are killin me so its time to lay down. catch yas on the flipside. |
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| Stay Gone -Jimmy Wayne |
[Jul. 31st, 2005|12:27 am] |
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Ive decided after much thought to stick with livejournal like everyone else
I've found peace of mind, i'm feeling good again
I'm on the other side, back among the living
Ain't a cloud in the sky
All my tears have been cried
And i can finally say
[Chorus:]
Baby baby stay
Stay right where you are
I like it this way
It's good for my heart
I haven't felt like this
In God knows how long
I know everything's gonna be okay
If you just stay gone
I still love you and i will forever
We can't hide the truth
We know each other better
When we try to make it work
We both end up hurt
It ain't supposed to be that way
[Chorus:]
Baby baby stay
Stay right where you are
I like it this way
It's good for my heart
I haven't felt like this
In God knows how long
I know everything's gonna be okay
If you just stay gone
When we try to make it work
We both end up hurt
Love ain't supposed to be that way
[Chorus:]
So baby baby stay
Stay right where you are
I like it this way
It's good for my heart
I haven't felt like this
In ooh in God knows how long
I know everything's gonna be okay
If you just stay gone
I know everything's gonna be okay
If you just stay gone
I know shes not gonna come back but i heard this song and its crazy how exact it is that situation. |
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| never walk into a store with panty hose on ur head ull get arrested |
[Jul. 9th, 2004|01:28 am] |
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hey guys. havent updated in a while i saw. hmm that story some crazy stuff i know. just had to write it down. well im really kinda tired so im just gonna say things are great. im happy. but as for now im exhausted so ill make sure next entry is longer. |
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| why does it feel so real when im dreaming than when im awake |
[Jun. 26th, 2004|03:25 am] |
"I'm tired of it. I can't take it anymore!" a teenage boy yelled during the passing period of school. His eyes were bloodshot and he was shaking very hard. Sweat was pouring down his face and he was pointing a gun at a young attractive girl the same age.
"I don't understand Joe." she said crying, afraid of the gun being pointed at her going off. "Why are you doing this." her back to the lockers as a crowd started gathering.
"I loved you, I gave you the world, I treated you like a princess, and out of nowhere you leave me? I can't accept that. You even told me you loved me. You were the one that started saying it!" he got closer to her holding the gun right at her heart. "It was all a lie. I can't believe i ever touched you. And now your all over him!" He yelled pointing his gun at another teenage boy standing in the front of the crowd. He flinched when the gun was in his direction. "You stole her from me!" he ran up to the boy. "I trusted you, Jake. I let you into my house. When your parents abandoned you, I convinced my family to take you in. And this! This is how you repay me?" He ran back to the girl. Grabbed her by her hair and pulled her to Jake. Joe held the gun to her head. "I told you how much I loved her, you even helped save our relationship when it almost ended!" Jake just stared and said nothing. His hands were now fists trembling. He wanted to strike Joe but he knew he would be shot. "And you!" Joe yelled turning around to face another boy. "You, Ben. You knew this was going on behind my back. Why didnt you say anything?"
"Why didn't I tell you?" Ben said walking up to Joe. "Do you think it would have made any difference than it did now? Joe just put down the gu-" and he fell to the floor. Joe had hit him in the face with the gun.
"I'm in control of this situation." he still had the girl by her hair. Tears were all over her face. "Now it's time to end this situation. Don't you think, Jessica?" he said throwing her to the ground. Joe then pointed the gun at her. "I'm going to shoot you in the heart. Don't worry" he said laughing like a maniac. "It shouldn't hurt you, you have no heart." The gun had gone off. Screams came from all over. Jessica screamed and saw a body land in front of her. Ben had jumped in front of her just in time to take the bullet for her. He was no longer moving or breathing. Jessica was huddled over Ben. She pulled him into her arms and rocked back and forth.
"Are you happy? Are you happy now you sick bastard!" she yelled. "You killed your best friend." her anger suddenly disappeared and turned into fear when she noticed Joe raised the gun at Jake and shot him. More screams filled the halls.
"No." Joe said in a whispering voice. "I lost my happiness when you left." he turned to her. "And now I'll never have you. And noone else will either." He then raised the gun at her again. But this time he didn't miss. Noone jumped to save her. She fell right next to Ben's cold body. Everyone stared at Joe. "I was gonna marry that girl." He said laughing. Then he raised the gun to his head and shot.
Joe suddenly jumped up from his bed. Sweat was pouring all over his face. It took him minutes to realize it was a horrible nightmare. He looked at the clock it read six in the morning. He decided to get up and get ready three hours before school started. At eight thirty the phone rang. His mom said it was Jessica. He picked up his phone and said hello.
"Joe," her voice sounded serious. "I need to talk to you after school. I have to go now. Remember after school." and she hung up. Joe knew what was gonna happen. He knew what he had to do. Then the phone rang again. This time it was Ben. Joe was happy to hear his voice. "Hey man. You know I'm always here for you man. Haha Just thought I should tell you that." even though he laughed, Joe could still hear worry in his voice.
"Mom." Joe said. "I'm gonna walk to school."
"Alright sweetie. See ya after work." Joe then got up and hugged her. As soon as the door closed he ran to his room and opened his desk drawer. He then pulled out a small rectangular box that held a gold necklace with Jessica's initails on it. Joe then ran to his father's office. He walked up to a dresser in the room. He opened a small door and reached in. He then pulled out a small hand gun. A gun his father gave him for his birthday when they went hunting. He then pulled out a picture of Jessica and kissed it softly. He knew he couldn't handle what she was gonna say to him. He knew that her words were gonna cut him and make him insane. He couldn't believe she was going to break up with him on this important day. He didn't want to face her. He lifted the gun to his head. Flashbacks of when he first met Jessica ran through his head. Their first hug, the first time they held hands, their first kiss, the day they lost their virginity to each other. And then after a loud boom filled the air all that Joe could see was darkness and fell to the floor.
After school had ended Jessica waited at her locker. Ben walked up and asked "Still a no show?"
"Nope." she answered. "He must have been sick today." she said picking up her backpack.
"Yeah probably." Ben replied. "Hehe hopefully we didn't scare him to bad with out phone calls this morning, but he will be surprised. So show me the gift you got him." he said.
"Alright." She said with a smile. Then opened her backpack and pulled out a blue box. Handing it to Ben she said, "Yeah I had them write an inscription on the back.
Ben opened the box and pulled out a gold watch and turned it over reading the back.
"To Joe, Happy Anniversary Baby. I love you so much.
Yours Forever,
Jessica."
"Wow!" Ben said with a smile on his face. That must have cost you a fortune!" he said placing the watch back into the box and giving it to Jessica.
"Yup." she answered. "I had to work a lot of overtime at the store but i got enough, but I don't care. I love him too much."
"Yeah." Ben said. "Let's go pay him a visit see how hes doing."
"Was waiting for you to say that." Jessica responded. "I can't wait to see him. It's amazing how much I miss him after a day. I'm gonna marry that boy." she smiled and then walked with Ben to her car.
Tell me what you think. Sorry it was kinda sad i know.
-Isaac |
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| Yes I am you likey? |
[Jun. 16th, 2004|11:25 pm] |
YES YEEEEEEEEEEEESSS YAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Dudes i fanally got out of this prison!! I saw wut the outside world looked like after wut 3 weeks?? Man so much has changed there are flying cars and food comes in pills but when you put them in a microwave its a full meal its crazzy. and the world is ruled by damn dirty apes!!! haha jp but itd be weird if that did happen in 3 weeks and i didnt know haha. hehe but seriously today was crazy i woke up at like 7 in the morning cuz i heard a huge crash but i thought it was in my dream so i just looked for my remote and tried to turn on the tv. but it wouldnt turn on so i kept finding batteries for the remote but the stupid tv wouldnt turn on so i go to turn the tv on the old fashioned way but it still wouldnt turn on so i looked everywhere and it came to me that the power to everything was off. so i called my dad he told me to wait and hed call and find out. then few mins later he called back sayin there was a power outage and that itd be on in a few hours so i went back to sleep and woke up at 12 and the power was still out so my dad said take a shower and u can come to work with me so yea i hung out there it was cool and dude my dad was working on the realy Mystery Machine you know the one on scooby doo it was the real one. i was like dang thas awesome so my dads boss was like u want to check it out so i did and it had shag carpet haha dude and a bean bag and a microwave damn that van was so awesome. haha but yea it was good to get outside. you know ive noticed that alot of couples are like planning to get married already. no offense im jsut sayin thas cool guys hope it happens and yall are happy. well i guess theres no marriage for me cuz we all know i cant get a gf. o well i guess a single life is ok. (sigh) y is dating so depressing or better yet not dating is soo depressing. o well gotta go. just killed my buzz haha
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| If I'm not back in five minutes... wait longer |
[Jun. 14th, 2004|09:44 pm] |
ahhh someone get me out of this house. i feel like im under house arrest i need to leave this house. i mean ive tried to make the best out of this like pretending its like a theme park or a city. "OOO welcome to Isaactown. Youll be stayin in the wonderful Isaacton hotel with a comfy bed a regular size tv and computer with AIM (ooo ahhh) and famous movie theater such as the living room with big screen Tv and limited selection of Dvds. And the famous restaurant the Kitchen with such meals like noodles and sandwhichs. and ull be accompanied by the one and only Isaac himself. ooo gosh its soo much fun" GET ME OUT OF THIS HELLLLLL. please someone lets do something lets go to the movie and ill be ur friend forever ill shower u with gifts plllllllllleeeeeeeaaaaaasssssssssssssseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. get me out of this house. n e ways yea theres my cry for help hope ya like it and heres a little preview of my book eh be honest wut do u think.
The night was dark and rain was falling. A black car had passed a drenched green sign saying, "Welcome to Royalton- Population twenty-five thousand people. The town was empty and quiet besides the sound of thunder and rain hitting the ground. The black car stopped outside of what looked like an old wharehouse a few blocks from the welcome sign. The car had pulled up to two men waiting outside the wharehouse. They were dressed in black raincoats, one wearing a hood the other with his bald head being pummeled with rain. The bald man opened the back door of the black car and greeted the man who stepped out.
"Welcome Master Tobias." the bald man spoke. "Everything is ready, just like you asked." he then shut the car door.
Tobias looked around. He ran his hand through his shoulder length black hair to get the water from it and placed the other hand in the pocket of a long black leather coat he was wearing that went to his ankles. "Good." he replied. "This place shall be perfect. These people will regret ever moving to this town." Tobias scanned the parking lot. The bald servant wondered what he was looking for and finally asked,
"E-everything alright, sir?" his shuddering voice managed to produce. Tobias stopped searching.
"Has Jean arrived yet? I do not see her car, nor do I smell her scent. Do you know where she is, Roland?" he asked turning to Roland.
"She was here earlier, sir." Roland answered. "But, she said she was getting bored of waiting. So she left about an hour ago." Roland's hands started shaking. He looked over at the other hooded man and then back at Tobias. Tobias chuckled.
"That sounds like my Jean. Oh-" he said turning to Roland. "Who is this. I remeber very well that I said no more recruits."
Roland turned and walked to the other figure. "Y-yes I remember you telling me that sir, but I believe he can help you very much." he put his hand on the other mans shoulder. " Alex here can sense and find other people and has some other powers that are very useful sir." he then noticed Tobias was looking at him with a fearing look.
"So you disobeyed my orders just because he can help me, Roland?" his hand then swung back the left part of his coat and revealed a black sword sheath hanging from his belt. He then placed his hand on the handle of the sword.
"N-no sir. Please I just thought--"
"I didn't hire you to think Roland." He interrupted and then walked to Alex. He stopped in front of him and inspected him with his light blue eyes. "I'm sorry to say this Roland, but your friend will not be starting-" and in a sudden instant Roland was groaning and trying to breath. He looked down and saw a silver sword going through his stomach. "- he will be taking your place." he then pulled out his sword and cleaned it off on Rolands jacket, then placed it back in the sheath. He turned to Alex and spoke, "I expect you to be smarter than that fool. If you even think of betraying me or disobeying an order, I will make sure your death is worse than his."
"Yes sir." Alex replied, "Thank you master Tobias."
"Dispose of that body and then come inside I have a job for you." Tobias said as he walked into the warehouse. "My time is coming. You're in for the time of your life Royalton." then closed the door. |
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| even in darkness a tiny light is the brightest thing ull ever see |
[Jun. 11th, 2004|02:58 am] |
hmm well i had alot written but i accidently closed the wrong box so now i have to start over soooo here goes...
Hey there kiddos,
haha i say kiddos and later i learn yall are all older than me. hmm this house gets boring i guess its cuz ive been stuck in here ever since summer began. ive only done a few things and both have been with josh which involve goin to his house and goin to movies. whoo hoo thas wut i call a summer. n e ways im decided wut i should do for saturday cuz guess wut i get to do. i get to stay in the house some more cuz my dad has to go out of town with ex stepmom to go drop off stuff for ex stepsister. a party sounds like fun but that involves cleanin and u know i dont really feel up to that. brad wanted me to update this says its like an addicting soap opera well that sounds dandy dont it. hmm i dont know wut to do for the rest of the night. i dont really feel like goin to sleep cuz ill wake up super late tommorow hmm maybe thas a good thing. maybe i should start on the second book. or maybe i should see if the first one is publishable hmm i just dont know. hehe i read a few journals this early morning. i didtn even know the people. they go to my school ive seen them around ive learned their names. its funny tho cuz im sure theyve seen me but have like no interest in my name o well theyll find out before highschools over. ehh highschool such a journey. freshman year is ur begginning sophmore is learning junior is prepping and senior is ending i dont think that made much sense but u gotta give me credit for trying. but n e ways lets get off subject. ive learned i cant hold eye contact haha its funny. im like talkin to someone ill look at their eyes like procedure calls for then ill just look away. i dont know y i do that its just something i do.ahhh fathers day is comin. i need to get padre somethign this year ive decided to make him breakfast and dinner i just need to get some denero to get him a gift. n e one got n e ideas of how to get money?? ahh i guess im gonna write some more. for all yas who ive taken a seperate path i miss u and take it easy comrades for all those im travelin the path with take it easy. i dont know wut to say really soo im gonna exit hehe. soo take it easy. laters.
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| Breaking The Habit by Linkin Park |
[Jun. 1st, 2004|05:22 pm] |
Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
[Unless I try to start again]
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That i'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again
I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause i'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
Breaking the Habit
Tonight
u know i almost forgot how much Linkin Park rocked out thank god i saw the makin the video of this song. so now im gonna listen to them all the time. and yea im gonna break some habits just like its says hopefully next year will be tons better. not that it wasnt ood this year but im gonna try to make it better.
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